Shiny and New.

I haven't updated for a few reasons.

It's kind of like after you tell someone something super personal late at night, then waking up the next day unable to look them in the eye.

I've been busy trying to live and be happy. And come to terms with the idiot things I did the other night. Supportive bf helps. So so much.

But mostly, someone who I thought might have changed and might have been somewhat supportive was very harsh about the last post. I was so upset I couldn't write for a few days. Not upset as in sad, upset as in angry. You have no right to talk to me that way, not when you abandoned me at one of the hardest times in my life after promising friendship. You couldn't even be civil with me, you couldn't even wait a week after breaking my heart before you had a date to prom. And let's talk about how you were emotionally cheating on me for god knows how long before hand. So no, you DON'T get to be harsh and act like you were so helpful in my life. You DON'T get to talk down to me like a child. You do not get to talk to me like that.

I've dubbed this the semester of good. It has to be. I've earned enough karma points by now, haven't I?