November 02, 2009
Underwater.
I have been so irresponsible and lazy and unproductive this year. But the scariest part is that I haven't seemed to care. I have lost all passion for anything. I'm just existing. I want to do well in school and be good at the trumpet and have a clean apartment and make money but I just DON'T CARE. I don't know what's going on. Is this what depression is? I am honestly asking that. Because if it is I need to fix it. Where in the past year did I lose my will to do everything and do it well? Where did my passion for making music go? Am I in that much over my head? I don't think I've ever felt like this before. I just keep breaking down over and over in every part of my life. How do I fix it?
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Find someone to talk to. Someone you love, someone you trust, or someone who listens professionally. You can't hold it all yourself. There's nothing wrong with asking for help and support, that's what the people in your life are there for.
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