Hey blog.

Life is kind of hating on me right now. I'm sure it's gonna be a great learning experience..but..I think it's going to end in a mental breakdown.

I don't know how I'm going to get by this year. I will be working at least 3, more like 4 jobs this semester. I'm living somewhere that I realize I can't really afford, hence the 4th job. And I just know I'm going to end up taking on way more than I can handle.

I'm broke, I'm in debt, I can't say no, I can't ask for help, I don't want to live in this apartment, I don't want to live with these people (even though they're my friends and I love them), I want to be taken care of, I want to live by myself, I want to graduate on time.

This will be a rough year. Maybe I'll use this more, but most likely I'll be too busy.