Kind of like gelatin

I get the missing your ex thing, but this is just getting ridiculous.

M and I broke up over a year ago, last last March. And it wasn't an easy break-up for me, previous blogs will reveal this. But I've moved on. Except every once in a while I'll get very sad, and I'll miss him. And it's not just me! Because we've talked about it. We've talked about how we miss the old stuff, but know we can't get back together because it's too weird. We broke up for a reason, right? A lot has changed since then, but we still broke up for a reason, right?

And how could it work, living so far away. I'm the type of person that needs to be near, at least near enough to easily get to. I know some people can do the long distance thing, but I'm not sure if I could. I probably could, but it would be very hard, especially beginning a "new" relationship apart.

It's just very weird. I don't want to date him, but I kind of do sometimes. Every once in a while. But I think it's just me looking in the past, back when we had a really great relationship. I think that's what I miss. That is what I miss. And as much as I would love to have that again, I don't think it's possible. But still, that small parts of me yearns for it. And it makes me do silly things, like text him and tell him I miss him. WHYYYYYYYYY?!?

Relationships are slippery business.