Life is overwhelming sometimes, ya know?
School is going alright. I'm busy as hell, constantly. It seems like I always have somewhere I need to be or work I need to do. I'm ok though. I'll make it, because I always have. I thrive on busy.
I need to come to terms with the choices I've made. I made a choice to go one way, and no matter how much I regret it (which is pretty much daily), I've made a choice. I can't go back on it, nor could I really at this point. I'm so incredibly sorry, you. I let you down, I didn't give you enough credit. I miss you every day. I can't tell you how much I wanted things to work out. I can't believe I made such a crutial mistake. It will probably haunt me for the rest of my life.
On the other hand, I'm asking you to please still be there. Believe it or not, I consider you one of my best friends, even now. I feel like you're avoiding me, or maybe I just keep missing you. Either way, I feel so strange. Something is definately missing and I'm not functioning the way I normally do. I need my friend.
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It was just a really hard assignment and I didn't spend as much time with the material than I should have, but I like it.
It'd be nice to be a music major. I wish I had some music in my schedule...
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