Hello.
I'm feeling very peculiar lately. I'm not miserable, not totally overjoyed. Not really content, but not overly motivated to change anything. I'm sorta just chillin. Don't really know how to feel about it...
This weekend I'm going to Chicago with two of my best friends. It will be the first time in a while that our trio will come together and spend some serious quality time with one another. Many events, both positive and negative, have sort of separated us a bit. We're always there for each other, but it will be nice to just hang out again. I am very excited. I hope they are too!
The last municipal band of the season is this week. I'll be sad to see it pass, but I'm sure I'll play again next year. Also, you'll be pleased to hear the dixieland rehearsal went much better this time around. We may have actually accomplished something! I think that will be decent.
Besides that, since the musical I find my days very pointless. Most days I sit around and watch TV. Or work. It's not that I don't have anything to do. In fact, I have a list of things I NEED to do. Like write thank yous. Or finish unpacking my room (that I've lived in for over a month now) . And I have a chair I'd like to paint! But instead, I watch stupid vh1 shows all day. Maybe tomorrow I'll accomplish something.
That's what's on my mind at the moment. I figured I should update a bit. I check every one's blog daily and I am sad to see no updates, yet I don't write anything myself.
So here ya go!
1 comment:
I think that you are experiencing Limbo. You're not in high school anymore, but not in college yet, either. You're in between teenagehood (not a word) and adulthood; sort of at an intermediate stage where everything is just sort of floating because you've said your goodbyes and not your hellos for your next destination.
Isn't there another optional municipal band thing yet to come?
I also have felt kind of pointless lately, and have spent way to much time in front of the computer screen. I don't watch TV, but this is just as bad.
I hope you have a great time in Chicago. It's kind of sad; almost seems like a final fated meeting. I can't say I'm looking forward to having to part with everyone when I'm a senior.
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