March 22, 2008

Everything is NOT ok.

You say it is.
But I am not ok.
You don't want me to be everything.
Ok, I won't.
You prayed for change, and I'm changing!
Why can't you see that?
You say I don't believe, and that's true.
But
I do believe in something else.
I wish you did too.
Because I'm falling apart.
Last night I had to force myself not to call you.
Because I knew it wouldn't do any good.
I'm begging you to give it a chance.

Two weeks ago you said you loved me.
I refuse to believe that you can just stop.

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