#1

i've decided to get this blog. 2 reasons.

1. myspace is too public these days.

2. i need this.

so. here it is. blog #1.

i've been reading some posts from some friends. and they all have the same theme. friends. more specifically, losing them. i've lost a lot of friends this year. i know this. i'm not denying it. i can count all my really good friends with my fingers. but i don't know what i'd do without them. so when i feel like one of them is drifting away, i panic.

like right now.

i'm scared.